Today has been a day filled with awe, gratitude and unspeakable joy. As I sit here to put into words how I feel within, I am having a difficult time, well....putting it into words (I know, I know...a feat in itself!).
I have been praying for us to find a church home. A place where we feel at "home". Where the fire that has been started within me can continue to grow. A place where, as a family, we can grow in our faith
together. Having such an age span between our oldest and the 3 little ones, and being a homeschool family as well, we were having a difficult time finding a church home where all of us could grow.
Today my husband and I decided on a new church to visit, and off we went. Let me just say God MORE than answered our prayers of finding a church home, but my husband was saved today! My husband "officially" accepted Jesus Christ as his Savior!
Can I just stress again, unspeakable JOY???
I am just so excited I can barely contain it. Our oldest even turned to me and whispered, "Mama, I REALLY like him!", referring to the Pastor.
So, let me just take a moment to count these blessings. We found a new church home, our oldest was even moved by the preaching (no small task being a teen), and my husband was saved. I just do not think today could get any better!
A letter to my husband:
My Dearest Stephen,
I love you. I cannot even tell you how excited I am for you. Thank you for your support of me, of the new direction for our family. Many years ago as I prayed alone, I prayed for you. I did not know you at the time, did not know your name, as we had not yet met.
But I prayed. I prayed for your safety. I prayed for us to find one another. I prayed for our future, the joy of raising our children together, and I prayed we would raise our children in a home of Christian faith, filled with love. I prayed for a marriage where God was first, a husband I could pray with, study the Bible with, and grow with.
God has answered prayers, my love. He answered my call to Him when I hit my knees and begged Him to take over my life and live in my heart not too long ago. I personally had to learn patience, a lesson I am still working on.
One thing the recent events in our lives has shown me is that God's plans are so much more than what we could ever imagine, and that His time is perfect. He does indeed answer all prayers. Sometimes the answer is yes. Sometimes the answer is no. Sometimes the answer is wait.
I can honestly say, the wait has been more than worth it. Our lives are changed forever. Our children will be raised knowing the love of our Heavenly Father. They will have the spiritual foundation I have prayed for. We are taking this journey together, you and I. Unspeakable joy!
Love never fails. Those words had such meaning on our wedding day, but mean so much more today.
Love never fails.
143,
~Jenn
So,
the journey continues. Our life circumstances are the same, yet my perception has changed dramatically. I was blind but now I see. I get that now. I finally understand.
Wishing You an Abundance of Blessings,